Coz it's cold inside... cold inside... x_x

"I was born to tell you I love you, but isn't that a song already?..."
-Vulnerable, Secondhand Serenade

Our long weekend have already started and the last day's tomorrow. x___x So far, everything I've done is just as useless as something you wouldn't even think of doing.

I spent the entire day yesterday downloading the cheesiest songs from Limewire while talking to Chezka on the phone. We had a great time answering questions from Candymag.com and listening to the songs of Boys II Men. I guess I was never really a fan, just because I think their songs are too much... too much to handle. Or even think of. I don't hate them, I even like Four Seasons of Loneliness, but I believe their songs are not the best for whatever I'm feeling now.

... maybe I'll switch to My Chemical Romance again. x_x


Well, aside from downloading songs, I also spent the day watching Ichigo 100%. It's a romantic-comedy/harem anime from long ago. And poor me, I only knew the story (and only about a quarter of it) just yesterday. Even so, it was really funny. The protagonist was of course, a guy, surrounded by a lot of girls who wants his attention. Lolz. Among the girls, I really like Toujo Aya the most since she's really pretty and intelligent. :D I actually envy her. Lolz.

I finished the 12 episodes of the anime and is planning to watch the 5 OVAs but I'm quite disappointed. The ending was soooo bitin I couldn't even explain how irritated I was. x___x I plan of downloading the manga since my brother said (and along with all the youtube people) that it's far better...

... well, the manga versions are really far better anyways. x_x

So today... I plan on starting with my homework. But for some odd reason, I feel lazy and just wanted to listen to the cheesy songs I downloaded yesterday.

I'm supposed to be tagging along with my brother inside World Trade Center for the Hero event. We planned for this ever since the commercial came out... and now, I'm here just thinking of the what might have beens if I'm actually inside the real thing, tagging along instead of updating this blog. x_x My brother and I had a fight yesterday, so I figured that that should be a good reason for me not to be in the event, but come to think of it, we patched up right after I gave him a piece of Ferrero Rocher and after asking if I have the Jigoku Shoujo opening theme. x____x

So I guess I cannot deny the very reason why I decided not to go... I told him I'm feeling lazy, just as what I've been telling everyone whenever I do not want to do something anymore because there's really something bugging me...

... but you know what? I guess this is for the better, for now. Although, I cannot keep on running away from what I wanted to do most, I guess I'll allow myself run this time, for the last time.