Is listening too hard?!

(I'm sorry for the harsh words.)

I hate this day.

Why can't people learn how to listen for even just a few words?!

I hate him. I hate him so much. Yes, my brother's not stupid, but he is freakin unreasonable! And he's already 19 but with a mind of a three year old still throwing freakin tantrums for god's sake! He yells at me everytime I commit something wrong. I mean, to yell at me?! Is that even right?! Is that even f*ckin right?! I don't really care if he's already pissed off, I'd gladly accept everything he would say or all the things he said if I know I did something wrong. And I did not. I did not do anything wrong. And he won't even listen to my explanations.

Whenever he does that to me, I feel like I've done some grave sin.
If I yell back, what would that make me?

And she - she won't even listen to my side. She's so biased! I know it's wrong to just bash them both but she really is! Can't they even listen to me?! And treat us fair enough?! Whenever my brother would yell at me, she thinks that I really did something wrong. Whenever I yell back, she will think I'm disrespecting my brother again. And whenever I try to explain my side in the calmest, nicest way even if I'm really raging with anger deep down inside, she will think I'm answering back!

Is it too hard to listen to just a few words?!

I want to burst out, scream and just... let it all out. But if I do, she'll think I'm rebelling again. I mean, god! "Rebelling?!" Not even close!!

I don't understand them, even if I try to listen to their sides. And they won't understand me. And won't listen to my side. It's freakin unfair!!!

Maybe I'm wrong. At some point I accept that I am wrong. But can't they look into their mistakes too?! I'm sure this issue isn't one-sided.

And it is even too shallow for them to yell at me.

Auuuuugggggggghhhhh! I just want them to listen.

Listen. To me. For once.


(for Wookie's fans: This is the trailer of Arang. I searched it from YouTube. Wala lang. Picker-upper. Credits goes to the one who submitted the video, not to me. =D)